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:::Friday, October 29, 2004:::
ok. just feel like bloggging.

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Sian of studying

i cant beleve it. its onli 3 freaking days away. ok 4?.. i mean social stardees start on tuesday.. den wah liao i like ... so scared now.. been saying i wanna take o levels now etc.. buden me scared.. afaid :( haizz.... haizzz.... i veri scared man. i mean ssh and geog i dun wanna do the paper :(... and the worst thing is that i am sian of studying.. sick and tired of studying le.

OH WAIT there's eng also.. nt been practicing on it.. die le la... i think o levels down the drain le.. sick of studying stuff, still got eng which i can only write argumentative becaz i cant narrate or expository... den still got ss and geog.. omg den i scared for physics a math chem... and a little of emath!! help!!! '995' '999' me needs motivation and encouragement :P

Let me TRY to blog the rest of this entry in good, excellent english
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Yesterday, I had a wonderful and joyious time chatting with Elizabeth Loh Shi En. Let me count the time we spent clinging desperately on the black solid cylinder.


Counting, 1,2,3,4,5... WOW 2.5 hard-core hours. From the period of 10:30 Pm to 1:30 Am this brilliant morning. Hey, I have chatted longer than this before :P We, being the future of singapore and currently the hyper teenage generation, encroached on the topics of BGR(boy girl relation), the sensitive topic of Christainity, horrors of to Meeting the devil, our Ideal boyfriend/girlfriend and in Future what we feel our husband/wife should do for our own children. Wait did the last few words make sense? I mean our own children, please refrain yourself from thinking weirdly. I am hereby going to blog down some of the stuff we
exchanged, and since this is a PUBLIC blog, not many details will be revealed. Or will it?

-Implications. Names have been censored to protect privacy. The writer is in no way deliberately bad-mouthing you. It is just normal stuff kay?

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!BGR!

Hmmm.. Haha. Shall i sabotage?? Am i an evil person to splatter everything that was exchanged here? NO. NEVER! I am just way way too nice :P What to do. *WARNING, Egoistic Activated* I am just feng mao ling jiao *Egoistic Deactivated* But nevertheless, I am still going to blog down thigns we mentioned that would not affect us in any or what so ever way. I was saying(after listening to 'stuff') : "In the beach, there's thousand and one pearls while there's also thousand and one stones. Guys are the pearls while girls are the stones :P" haha

She: "what nonsense, we are the sea shells!"

Oh yeah, I was listening attentively to the 'stuff' she told me about her BGR? stuff? Heh, i got to realise about my mei mei more a little?(no extreme gigantic a lot:P). Also, she mentioned stuff which happened to her about guys and i was pressing intensively about it.

Let me codename the guy XXX and YYY. Oh wait, I do not wish to reveal, it is not very nice for me to do so :P And yar so, in the meantime i just told her several of my stuff with girls, which then reached a saturation point that i did not want to reveal further. My satuation point = 25% of everything i have? or maybe less. I wanted to make an agreement with her that she would tell me what was left of what guy YYY did(it is fun to know right?) and i would tell her about Girl AAA and BBB and Boy CCC and Girl DDD. She rejected the
offer.


Damn! Cold war, just that I am USA and she's USSR :P HAHA :P Liz if you are reading this, the offer is still on. (PS: of course i would make her say hers and i would not tell mine :P)

And so we talked about this girl EEE and a little of girl FFF. (I am sure if liz is reading this, she's confused too). Since girl FFF has lesser stuff to talk about, it's just about mainly of 'changes'. Ok to girl EEE, we both kind of shared similar congruent isoceles views. Well, i mean one should not be afaid of rejection right? (damn it's coming from my holy mouth) And we both believed that one should not have a BF/GF for the sake of having one. And that one should be loyal and not just take someone else as a BF/GF because of fear of rejection of the person one likes. So we both decided that girl EEE is a little screwed but we believed that girl EEE would be able to unscrew herself.

Oh ya, we talkd about girl GGG and girl HHH a little too. Wow, too many letters, soon no more letters to use as identities!

-I am leaving christanity and devil to the last of the post. We spent at least a knowledge based(KBE FOR social studies:P) hour on it.

Wait, there's so much stuff we exchanged that it is more than just the few topics i am writing about. If i wrote all, i would take eternity and eons!

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-!Ideal gf/bf!

Haha, she revealed to me her ideal bf would be like. Of course me being a very ... person i was like refusing to tell her what i want my ideal gf to be like :P haha. But i did tell her how i would want my future wife and my kids to be like. Should i reveal what she wants as an ideal bf?? Those who wants to know, please scroll down.








Oh wait! who said i am revealing :P
contact me at 999-free-sex for information :P just kidding, just beg me on sms(short message service) or MSN(microsoft service messenger) and i might just tell you. What i have to say is that liz is a typical hyper girl! who has what most girls want their bf to be i guess. I may be wrong because i am not a girl :P

But nevertheless, let me note down the things we viewed about parenthood. I mentioned that I would want my wife to not be a house-wife as i think that after 15 years of education(inclusive of university?), it would be wise for all the talent to disappear and be a housewife instead. I mean if i have children, i would want her to work still i guess, but my wife and I would show utmost and everloving love to our children. I was mentioning about how i can take things from what my parents are doing on my future children. To provide for them more stuff, but not to an extent to spoil them. And one of the main reason for dual working parents is to earn the income to provide!


However, Liz shared a different view. Not that she wants to be a housewife, she mentioned that there is something called motherly love. Like how a daughter and mother are ever so tight(damn! i want to be a daugther!) and that using a maid to take care of would not show that much 'love' Well i agree to a certain extent, but why not plan events and trips that would build the bond? Oh yah, i told her how loving my parents are(even though i feel I am a little deprived) and told her that her parents love her and even fork out 3000 bucks to go Greece. Back to the point, she mentioned that if her husband can earn lots of cold hard
cash, she would consider being a housewife. I mean all girls are like that right? husbands = ATM machine. Oh yah, i told her about angelique telling me that she did not mind be tai tai and playing mahjong. lol :P

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-oh wait i forgot about the chalet thing that we were talking about
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-!Changes! A small topic i forgot. Haha. I was telling liz about my after o level "things i want to do list". And it has been agreed, Liz would be my official makeover fashion specialist.(i do not mind others to help:P)

Ok, she asked me whether i said i want to visit the gym after o levels. Of course i replied Yes. Then she asked whether maybe go to gym together and maybe ask xiuhuan along. I was like? Oh god, cannot man afterwards i weaker 'very paiseh' and embarassed. haha. But i do not know, it might just be?

So she said: "After your makeover, the next time you walk into a chess hall, open the door, take small steps by step and then everyone would turn around and stare in wonder at you. The cool clothes, spiky hair, dyed hair." Hahaha, frankly speaking, I do not mind that happening :P

So it has been decided that she would be my official fashion makeover artist. What we need now is $$$. Please call 9295-3517 to donate generously. I ever asked my parents i want to dye and spike my hair during holidays, they did not mind :P


Shit what if all these are all talk and no action? nononono.

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Man i am close to exhaustion typing all these. But nevetheless, i am going to use internal 'qi gong' and summon up the energy that is left in me to blog about the next interesting topic in our convo. ?Glucose-> Energy?
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!Christainity and meeting the devil! Somehow i feel that god has sent me someone to tell me about him. And liz is like the messenger of god, doing what every christain is suppose to do and telling me about the greatness and wonderfulness of god.

Another thing i am going to do after os is to go to church. Maybe justin's, maybe liz's that is the question of which the answer I do not know. Hmmm, we chated many interesting things. I said that though i want god to appear infront of me now so i am really convinced that he is true to my eyes and that i can believe and that all my doubts would be erased, but then i told her i would not have to guts for that moment to come where god would be just there. I am just too afaid for that to happen and for that to make the faith.

Well she mentioned that anyone who sees god would do immediately. Probably from a blibical verse or so, but I am puzzled. Why must die when you see god? Tough question eh? So it carried on when I asked her.

"Ok think about god now, picture him in your mind. What would his face be like. Think for 20 seconds".

"Ermmm, I really dunno how to picture him. Cant think of any."

After a while, we went on ranting about the devilish devil. Liz said that she does not even want to see the devil at all. Who wants to? But why not see him and use god's power? Heh. I was like "oh shit, what if after this phone call i go down to my room and i meet the devil, DIE!!". Liz replied "See, you're also scared of the devil!" Irony is it not?

Liz told some of her friends encounter with the devil or god. It was quite interesting. Especially the case when one of her 'chio'(quoted from her mouth) friend was immobalised and could not do anything and had to call for god's blessing. Interesting case. It would really be magnificient and great if that was to be true. A power so great that can expel the evil spirit in one. Well we went onto something unusual.

The MAGIC coin? a.k.a MAGIC pencil. Haha, she told me that last year in her class there was this period of craze where her classmates would draw squares on a piece of paper with each square labbeling their 'future'. And that they would place their hand on top (but not touching) of the coin and then call out some spirit and then the coin would move to a spot.

Wow? physically that's impossible. No science. But she heard that's it's true and she thinks that her classmates are so naive to actually call out the devil's help etc. I asked her.

"Why not you go try it. And since that you are a strong christain and would want to do your part in spreading the word and helping people. Tell them that you would be able to use god's power to show them that you can decide where the coin moves and not where the coin moves by itself"

She said she would go check up with her biblical study about this whether it is
christanitilty right or wrong.

Yup, we both agreed that in one point of our lives. There would be a senerio that will occur and that that would make you to become so ever trustworthy of god. Though I am not a christain now, I believe that they would be a key event in everyone's lives and that is where he would know god. Faith is to a certain extent. An event like having god's help or meeting the devil would stregthen the faith. She hasnt met any event of this sort. I doubt I have, maybe it's because i have not committed myself.
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The End. (*sobs* haha)



Changjie, 39(thirty-nine)’

‘YESSSSSSS! A1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
*jumps up into the air from his seat fists damn tightly clenched

Faith. Trust. Confidence. Hope. Truth.

I immediately said like softly I am going to the toilet.. not to cry budden to express joy to my dad.

*ring ring

‘yes son’
‘pa I got a1 for combined humanities!! Only three(is 5 I thought was three) people in class got distinction I only a1’
‘well done son congrats’

went back to the class.. den dere was this rumour from Lincoln and jesse (they got a2 for combined humans) said that they maybe heard 29 and not 39 plus unrealistic I get so high. I was like shit dun like tat lei I so happy dun make me sad.. they said ask me go check. Ok I went up to the front (the teacher was writing sumthing on the board) saw my name 39.. den I went back ‘its 39 la’.. den I went forward see again to confirm. My eyes did nt betray me..

’39’







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    MAJESTY [HERE I AM]

    Delirious?


    Here I am humbled by your majesty
    Covered by your grace so free
    Here I am, knowing I’m a sinful man
    Covered by the blood of the Lamb

    Now I’ve found the greatest love of all is mine
    Since you laid down your life
    The greatest sacrifice

    Majesty, Majesty
    Your grace has found me just as I am
    Empty handed, but alive in your hands
    Majesty, Majesty
    Forever I am changed by your love
    In the presence of your Majesty

    Here I am humbled by the love that you give
    Forgiven so that I can forgive
    Here I stand, knowing that I’m your desire
    Sanctified by glory and fire

    Now I’ve found the greatest love of all is mine
    Since you laid down your life
    The greatest sacrifice

    Really hope all my friends get to know jesus!






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