My life- A Roller Coaster

:::Wednesday, October 20, 2004:::

Muz save $$$

Sianz la. i think muz start saving $$$ le. i mean i think my parents not earning as much as before plus got this stupid house loan to still pay back.. den i think soon within 1 year will downgrade to condo le *shrugs*. got car loan house loan den electricity bill and water bill so freaking ex.. and my hp bill?(my parents think 20-40 is a lot.. sigh) i kinda knew this all along man. budden yesterdae confirmed wad i thought. my father was like asking me how much take taxi to sch i said aroudn 10-12 bucks. then he said nvm this thrusday practical he drive me to sch den park car dere then take mrt to work. the fact is he will be late for 30 mins and reach onli at 930 lor.. so i mean he and my mum sharing same rice bowl(brokers), same clients? den everytime aroudn 20th of the month(oh no! todae!) all the bills come in they quarrel and quareel 1. for that one night la.. plus i will get screwed for my 'high' hp bills..

OK. comparing to most people at least i got house this and that(wad actualyl arh?) budden sianz why am i in ACS? where all the rich and well off students are??? den make me damn sad when i see my frenz all so well off got so much stuff and me = ZERO... sighz life's like that. plus my 300 BUCKS!! :(:( nvm it's over. so muz save money arh chang.

sigh. i got 2 chess tourney which i might join. onli wanan choose 1 to join after Os.. dun wanna waste all my time playing chess. there's this cainhill open from ermm 3-10 i think and there is this singapore international masters challengers from 11-17th.. i wana choose 1 onli. .budden in delima.. i mean if i go for the latter den i see more pple that i know la den at least got company.. budden i dunno whether the challengers fun or nt.. at least i can confirm the cainhill open would be challenging and got 'kick' la. i scared got masters challengers den play against singaporeans onli. (it's suppose to be international, but who would pay 8 days of staying in playing a challengers section? rather go open right?).. the reason why i dun wanan join both is that i need a life other from chess. my class might organise sum budget trip? haha. i might suggest a chalet to them on thrusday. actually i thought about it, there will only be one way that i join both. and that is if i going singmas. budden if scrolling down to previous entry i alreadi said and i calculated the chances are 0%... unlike nicole who is like bsing to me on sms abt her wanting to go budden she is like saying she cant. i mean girls section no players need players lorh.

ok. i wanna go world youth like liz this year. Blehz :(. firstly got os secondly i dun even qualify lorh. need 6.5/9 from indiv or nag to go. i onli got 6 and 5.5 respectively. nvm i try go next year. (jc 2 cant becaz a levels). wanan go once b4 i 'quit' chess b4 army.. so muz pia.. budden next year damn tough. indiv nearly impossible for 6.5 points. got jason evan weng chee pok all these players lorh.. onli gd chance at nag open when alot of pros wont wan to join. so gogogo.

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