My life- A Roller Coaster

:::Friday, October 01, 2004:::

dere can be miracles... when you believe man!

seriously, there can be miracles when you believe. and i experienced the full force of it today.. let me definte miracles

believing in yourself = having confidence, trusting ur ability and having hope!

so ok let's start man.. i remembered yesterdae here I was at this comp bitching abt myself feeling damn screwed becaz I thought I had screwed up my combined humanities and dunno how I am going to get 12 RAW to go acjc and take 4 subjects (exclu eng and Chinese) .. but… YES BELIEVE IN URSELF MAN!!!

Todae was the d-day for me knowing my fate in ssh.. first period was emaht budden chan not around so ving took over for some a math stuff did hmm I tink was quadratic equations.. den after tat off she went came the history teacher mrs luise marsigrub into my class(oh todae we sticked in 1 class unlike usually becaz 3rd 4th and 5th level all having exams. So ya teachers walked we stayed in a class todae) along wif her is the DREADED marks. The marks me been fearing.. ok so she announced highest was 42/50, den 41/50 den 40/50.. ok no indications of miracles so far.. I mean I thought I onli get around 30.. so she gave out in index number so I noticed wah a lot of pple 30++ ok I was like oh shit!! I am going to do damn bad . I sneaked saw on the table she giving the papers on the register my marks was written as 37.. I was lik maybe 27 larr see wrong. Den I go see again when her hand nv block (giving out papers = movement) it was a big FAT 37. den afew seconds later I got my papers. WOOHOO 37. I was like damn freaking glad. In my heart YES a1 for SSH combined humans. This is due to me being damn confident for ss and thinking I would get 40 or slightly more for ss… so yea in my heart celebrating

However a thought came to my mind, ss was badly done. A1 overall is hard. Wad will I do if I dun get a1???

Off went the history teacher in came my ss teacher called mrs Cecilia tan.. she didn’t haf any scripts said that they were sumwhere in the staff room and tat she onli has the marks. Den she went to go on and said that it was badly done and that she actually had high hopes of my classdoing well from the start of the year.. den the ATOMIC BOMB DROPPED. (NAGASAKI HEROSHIMA!!) only 22/40 of my class passed.. and tat it was the worst class in A band(my class usually everything damn top and pro 1).. so ok. In my heart I know I belvie I still can get 40 or slightly over 40. faith. Believe. Hope. Confidence u name it.. she started to read out the marks from first index number to last.. (I AM LAST ALWAYS lolz) den I heard first few is low twenties.. occasionally 1 or 2 names over 30.. oh shit I thought to myself, how am I going to get my a1 and there might just poofff my 12 RAW prelims score. I still had that trust in myself.. names going nearer to my name. A few more 31 pop up. No 1 got the 38 mark that I needed for a1. not even 1 person got 33 and above I tink… den the person b4 me called lucas got 21 I tink.den it was my name and my index number to be followed….

‘Changjie, 39(thirty-nine)’

‘YESSSSSSS! A1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
*jumps up into the air from his seat fists damn tightly clenched

Faith. Trust. Confidence. Hope. Truth.

I immediately said like softly I am going to the toilet.. not to cry budden to express joy to my dad.

*ring ring

‘yes son’
‘pa I got a1 for combined humanities!! Only three(is 5 I thought was three) people in class got distinction I only a1’
‘well done son congrats’

went back to the class.. den dere was this rumour from Lincoln and jesse (they got a2 for combined humans) said that they maybe heard 29 and not 39 plus unrealistic I get so high. I was like shit dun like tat lei I so happy dun make me sad.. they said ask me go check. Ok I went up to the front (the teacher was writing sumthing on the board) saw my name 39.. den I went back ‘its 39 la’.. den I went forward see again to confirm. My eyes did nt betray me..

’39’

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