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:::Thursday, April 28, 2005:::
My mummy just told me i can go asean despite of the cost of about $1511.00. well, I think i am going. But it's not 100% certain yet. I have been praying to god recently about this, over the past few days. Have been asking him to allow me to go. What i mean allow to go is that i actually thought over the past week or so that I cannot go asean. this is because singapore chess federation is re-enforcing the rule that one must be in junior squad training in order to go. I thought didnt need to be in junior squad to join that's why i nv join in march.(thought only need to score 60% of national schools individuals)

the deadline to settle everything for asean is given as may 1st. so the past few days i have really been very worried whether i can go or not. i was really scared no alternative or 'back door method'. and i have been wanting to go asean this year since like last year? So i remembered the last few days i have been praying alot regarding this matter. Then yesterday night, i sent an email to scf regarding this issue. And i prayed to god to just help me. I told him i would accept what ever the outcome, what ever that happens and that will be his wonderful plan for me. so b4 i pressed 'send' i just said a prayer.

didnt go to school today. felt sick yesterday night. den today morning woke up just didnt want to go :(. anyway i finally woke up at 12++. checked my email.

i got a reply saying that i can still go for asean if i start going for junior squad this weekend and go for asean training (8 sessions) during the holidays. that would make 14/18 sessions that i would go for which is 75% attendance. i missed 4 lessons. i replied asking whether can dun go junior squad, i got a reply 'no'(i mean not a straight no but in a nutshell 'no'). i felt very like ok now i can go asean, yet sumthing is just stopping me. is that i have to pay around 1500 altogether inclusive of training. so i was left in a delima. to go for asean or not? and i have this opportunity

i talked to jas abt it. just talked to eugene abt it. weiwen, justin too. natong too. and many other people. then during dinner i told my mum my situation. and guess what?!?@!?@!?@?!?? she says i can go! she's willing to fork out 1511 bucks! that's becaz she believes its a good investment.

i believe it's just god's work in all these. from a point whether i thought i cannot go. to today where i was deciding to go or not becaz of the cost. to now where i decided i am most likely going. god answered everything. from letting me go. and letting me know my parents support me truely! and i even asked jas just now how would i know god's answer of him wanting me to go. i guess i have the answer now?

i am onli 90% going though. alot of admin matters to settle. and gotta settle it by this weekend. gotta start going for training and stuff. but i know it's just a wonderful plan laid by god b4 me!

so here i am. most likely going to go thailand, pattaya. june 11-20th. under boys under 20 category. hahaz. i really hope to post soon that i am confirmed can go :P and yea guess wad? weiwen,jas and all the trinity pple church camp is there too. theirs end slightly b4 the 11th. when i go there they coem back. hahaz

and yea. most likely going for cf tml!


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