My life- A Roller Coaster

:::Sunday, April 24, 2005:::

ahaz. todaay has really just started( ok its at 1212 am) budden. i mean it really just started

i took a step of faaith today at jas's church(weiwen's church also)
let me give a brief overview =p

seriously, i never thought this day would come. i'm glad it really did. after months of thoughts and stuff. and i specially arranged todae(it being my bdae too) that i will give time and set aside the important time to go to jas church. if pple noticed my msn nick the past few days, well the answer(to waad the greatest gift is) would that on 23rd april(my bdae, minutes ago) i would want god toreally open my heart and touch it. that i would believe him. that i would take him as my lord and savior. i planned to set aside this time last sat, to give an opportunity to let god touch me, esp on my bdae.

i went to church cell late together wif weiwen. the dumb dumb 171 just went past us and we hada to wait again. from 5 plus onwards i was really deep in thoughts. i even talked to joanne(the young adult guiding us) that i am undecided. and that i dunno what's the reason that is stopping me. she gave me advice and stuff. tat was b4 service. subconsciously i went to service thinking this wont be the day, and that i dun haf that trust yet. however i went toilet b4 entering the hall, i told myself and prayed to god that i want him to touch my heart today and make me feel it.

i sat beside jas wif michelle on the left of her. in the middle of worship, i juz felt so undecided and terrible that why i dun wan to take this step of fatih. i went to type on my phone "you know what. i am undecided. todae is my bdae and i am fighting this 'battle' in me now. i am not sure. show this to michelle too"

i didnt haf the ability to talk to jas and tell her straight. had to type it on phone. i was partially like eyes veri teary becaz i was really unsure. sumhow, thru god's marvellous touch i slowly thought. i shld juz take this step of faith. and that i shldnt think so much(wad joanne told me too) and whatever the future lies i shld leave it to god, and that i shldnt worry yet. i kinda made my decision around 825. but of course i was still a bit unsure. the speaker today mentioned many stuff, and i feel it relates alot to me. that actually made me know that the decision i was going to make would be right.

end of the service i came foward and accepted christ. i dun really want to describe in detail wad happened in front. it's hard to explain and ya in a nutshell, its me confessing my sins and praying for forgiveness and i knelt down. i will definitely share it wif pple if they ask. and ya i prayed the sinners prayer wif jas

tks mana, tks jas. tks god

. todae is the day that the lord has made. thank you for everything

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