My life- A Roller Coaster

:::Thursday, September 30, 2004:::

saying a prayer.

all my posts have been abt results. this is no exception. b4 i carry on though maybe i shld post tat

1. i am going to win an ice cream bet from xiuhuan 101% i believe. gotta wait till tml night to find out
2. muahah i feel pro i can solve an a math qn nicole cant and she's in mensa and so am i. tat means i am ermm hermmm.. hahaha. lolz.
3. i calculated. i am not bothering thinking abt singmas anymore. 2 months ago i thought i had 5% now i am down to 0% calculated who will leave from last yr and who HAVE to come in. no space from me
4. omg cumar send me the linkin parks song from the album meteora. wahhaha cool. budden teh stupid faint track still doenst work :(
5. i play this lame game caleld utopia. budden i am going to excel in this online interactive game. lolz lolz

ok

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Saying a prayer.

aCJC came down to my sch todae and had a talk abt acjc education

Sci PrELIM last year 10 pt (after minusing cca and affiliation)
4 subs exclu gp and chinese is 12 RAW

ok so far i haf 6 pts for 3 subs(chem got a1 todae) eng b4 math a1... i haf to get a1 for physics and a math and i am confident.. so its 8 for 5..

so i calculated to go sci stream i can get c6 for my humans (SSH, geog dunno lolz.) budden i wanna get 4 subs so onli can afford b4. i damn scared my ssh cannot. here's why

SS - source base highest onli 20/25 sianz it was 'badly' done. i tink my structured can repeat mid year of 11 and 13 though den aroudn 21-23/25

HIS - source base i screwed up. structured i tink LON question and i bullshitted abt it and my facts were wrong. die le.

haizzzzzzz.. ok i am going to say a prayer man. peeps muz say prayer for me also pretty please.. need it man

1 comments posted by blurblock:) 7:49 PM

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:::Tuesday, September 28, 2004:::

I feel Very Bad man

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ok. i am whining aawwway again. and i really feel damn bad. let's dump results away for one side kay? i mean i dun gif a #@$@#$#@ abt results if they are just going to screw u up. the is the scnerio

When the a math papers (paper 1) was released todae, i thought to makeself. 'since i screwed up p2 i believe i need as high as possible for p1 for a cushion for my a1' i got back my marks. 66/80. only four people got A1s in my class for p1. (lucas and lando is 62 me and zhi wei 66.. compare to level highest got 2 76 i tink. plus 1 68 den dunno who else) so i was like ok '66' i calculated at home was 69-72. so i being the last person to receive my paper went back to my seat and started checking my marks. then came along this matrices question, it was like AB = D. the provided A and provided D. so u gotta find inverse of A (idid) however i times it DA instead of AD. and its wrong. Fortunately(UNFORTUNATE,read on), the person infront of me named david ng did the same as me and got same answer but was marked correct. Of coursed i felt overjoyed(at the point in time i didnt know the DA and AD correct method) so i was like ok i am going to get 2 more marks and more backing. david got 40/80 fyi.

Den Ms Ving (my a math teacher) said check thru any mistake so i went up, brought david's paper wif me and showed her. And it sux when i was wrong to assume i would get two more marks... and thus she went to minus 2 marks from davin to make it 38/80. den EVERYthing sux, i was like telling my teacher dun minus i feel damn bad and its nt my paper etc.. but i cant blame her if she does it. i didnt know how to explain to david but i went back but i told david the truth, and he was like kinda upset? yi chang kong xi yi chang sumthing? joy one moment sadness the other? den his face was like and he was like damn sad till he was a little teary... i didnt know wad to do la. i apologised and i hoped to myself maybe he could understand. man becaz of this, the person beside him called sam lee was like saying this to me. 'u go make him fail alreadi den u say sorri, got any use or nt' i was like WTH lor. ok my fault i made him fail budden not intentional right? becaz of my greediness of wanting more marks that i thought i was correct, and didnt check wif other frenz to confirm first dat i made this fren of mine fail. i mean. SUX LAR. Later on i heard ms ving kinda telling him tat see paper 2 first, if it makes a difference den she will gif back 'bonus' 2 marks. ok i tink ms ving is pissed at me. She's trying to be fair in the sense that you're wrong means you're wrong but she's also trying to be kind. and here i am .... sux la i just made relations worser den it alreadi is. i feel damn bad lorh. spoilt my day totally.

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To me, i really hope that thigns will turn out fine. In my opinion, to some people passing is an achievement, to me it's A1 that is considered my passing. I made someone sad today, and it didnt feel good. Of course i had contridicting feelings(not going to hide it) like this 'if you're wrong means wrong not my fault right? plus a c5-f9 is no diff' that's wad i thought to myself la. i DID think of it, i dun wanna lie. but i also thought that he deserve as bonus mark and that he shld pass for all his hard work.

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On a brighter note, i secured A1 for E math (63/80 and 81/100) and need 54/80 for chem,physics and amath paper 2 for A1. Physics its 52.5 though. hehe.

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:::Monday, September 27, 2004:::

Part 1 of X parts of results coming back

sianzzzzzzzzzzz. i wanna cry? no la. maybe la. .aiyo undecided..ok let me type out my screwed marks.

english- b4.. missed 1mark apoint 150 for b3.. stupid diff weightage. if same weightage i b3 le.. nvm tml i try to ask for 1 mark in summary

emath p1 - a1 63/80

chem prac - a1 31/40

physics prac - a1 25/30

die man rihgt now i am damn worried.. :'( lolz i need below 10 pts my target now(wanted 6 cha know..) and only way i can acheive it is the rest all a1.. which will be e a maths sciecnes and ssh.. wad i am worried is for chem a math and ssh.

chem - need 54 for paper 2.. thats /80.. i mean i damn scared la 54 if its even weightage. i am shaking my b@lls.. hiaazz its fate if i dun get it.. confidence chang!!1

a math - just realised i need around 65-68 for tml. den i feel 'safe' or else my balls would be shaking again.. tml getitng paper 1 back. den paper 2 dunno when. juz realised p2 i screwed up a little. shld still get 60.. budden god knows. so p1 need 65-68 den my balsl wil lbe safe..

ssh - god this is bad.. ss is unknown his i screw a little

i dun wanna PREDICT RESULTS :( its saddening

gogogogo gogooggo.. btw hopefulyl this sat will be damn cool soccer. getitng zhi wei to go and jeaven to go too. the latter said hecan.. but the former like dun go out 1.. dunno can or nt..

jia you tml emaht p2 and amaht p1. any bets?

0 comments posted by blurblock:) 7:15 PM

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:::Sunday, September 26, 2004:::

wah. juz came back from honours night and from zhi wei house. i mean went to watch soccer dere mah. wif jevan and lucas too. man u won 1-0. and it was a shitty GAME! MAN THEY PLAYED SHIT. and its 1-0 only? GAY! lolz nvm la at least i get to watch, my house no scv.. ok talk abt honours night first

honours night was damn screwed. i mean last year was so much better lor. the food this year RAN out so fast i didnt even eat main stuff buffet. den use plastic plates? wth? compare last yr pocelin plates and food was plentiful. sianz la why the sch so screwed? plus i paid 4 bucks more den last yr lor and the food is? SUXOR. sianz la so disappointed. but nvm at least i got my distinction for chess, nt tat bad after all larz. ok so end around 10 liddat den went zhi house watch soccer. oh wait during the dinner talked to many teachers.. wahahah glenn wong dropped a bomb lei. say he dunno my chem marks. budden 2nd in class onli got 69/80 for p2. so i got lower. and mine is insignificant compared to the 69 person. the 69 person was 1 register infront of me.. so glenn wong nv remember mine as mine is nt tat 'important' GOd i realli need my a1 lor. a2 i dunno can or nt. i mean i mark myself wif the answers for p2 i tink i get around 58-62? veri strict marking too. sia lazzzzzz... hopefulyl still gd hopefully. make a wish take a chance and break away..

man i juz realised zhi wei damn blardie bad to his parents treat his father so badly 1. i think becaz in class everytime kena taken advantage of that's why treat his father liddat lor. man if i grow up haf kids i wll nv haf my child be damn disobidient 1...

ok either i am not spoilt or i am under priledge. wth? i went zhiwei room got his own pc den got laptop mp3. man i neither of this~!!!!! sux la. i realli tink i am under priviledge man.

godz i dun wanna go offline but its alreadi 150 am here. sianzzzz i dunno shld i start mugging on wad day. i realli dun wanan screw up lor. i keep saying this dat i wont screw up wanna mug budden it nv realli takes off

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:::Saturday, September 25, 2004:::

Sianzzzzzzzzzzz

wth? why am i saying its sianz? ITS SHOIK. finish PRELIMS LEI WOTOWOT WOOT. hehe. but right now i damn scared of english. i tink i failed it. i dun wanna get my marks back sia....... let's see hopefully b4 la. budden i prepared for c
den the rest shld be 11122? yucks 11 points? that 3 WORST than my bro.. sux la...

sianz i got 3.5 hrs b4 going for honours night. seriously speaking i tink out of the 6 pple getting awards tonite onli liek 3.5 pple desrve it lor. the rest all no achievement 1.. all i dunno why the teacher in charge so kind and blur..

let's see yesterdae after the amath paper 2, wait talk abt p2 first. it ink i did well la. only cannot do 5 marks the rest i confident i correct. hopefully around 70? like paper 1 like tat. gogoggo

ok after amath p2 we got a mini class outing? i mean half the class watched dodge ball together. 15 of us.

me dennis samuel qing yuan landon darius sim ww lucas zhi wei edward david lim wai leong keith lim alex david ng and ben soh. den shaun from 4a3 also joined us.. i mean my class got 40 pple. den like the soccer gang wont join us 1. den cancel the nerdy gang and nicholas the loner. wahahha tat's like more den half the 'class' le

ok watched dodge ball ok la qutie a gd show damn funnie 1. sumtimes i luff until my balls wanna drop. those of u havent watched i tink u shld lor. i highly reconmend. after watching went food court eat. cine groundfloor. we were making a decision whether go pool or LAN. in the end went lan. 12 pple. damn cool. CS sianz i was like onli 3-4th frag? and dsww was like beside me haolian abt his gd frags and DEATHS ratio. i mean he's a retryer? everytime type retry. wad's the point? hate his attitude at that tme man. den played gens thrashed dennis sam and davidlim. david ng my partner. tried wc3 4v4 at wif shaun qing and lando budden tio thrashed... den at last play tfc which i dun even know how to play..

played till like 4. den altogether 5 bucks.. i tink i wasted my money man. LAN? comeon shld haf done usmthing more intersting. went ps after tat walkeddere. den damn stupid dennis daris me qing and shuan went to run up the down escalator as a dare .lolz. lucky like no 1 really see.. (ps dennis is our head prefect, he also stole funds to sponser us 1.50 for the movie :P tks dennis!) den they went starbucks damn late liaoz aroudn 5 i zhao first.

ok tatatatataz. shld i mug now? i dunno lolz. i wanna budden dunwan. shld relax

0 comments posted by blurblock:) 1:52 PM

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:::Tuesday, September 21, 2004:::

Dangerous

omg. highly violatile.!!!! need assistance. taking fire, need back up... heh. ok had one of my worst paper todae. history. omg half history... ok let's see apparently the setter wasnt my history teacher and apparently my history teacher told us to stardie 4 chapters. and those chapters are chapters that havent came out for o levels. they are china part 1, rise of hitler, peace thingy and china part 2. Guess waD??? WA?D?? the history setting(probably the other class) set structured questions totally not related to this. hahha. plus source base was perkostia and sum stuff.. so mati la, esp those who really studied those 4 chapters only. the structured was like somthing like this:

2: impact of ww1
3: japan stuff
4: fall of communism..

haizz had to do question 2.. budden i tink i bullshitted well and luckily i learn FAILURE! how do i learn FAILURE? no la its a acronym for the failure of LON

French and British self interest
America not invovled
Ineffective sanctions
Lack of Combined armed forces
Unfair treaty of versailles
REaching decisions too slowly..

hehe damn pro :P.. budde n iscared la, the part b i anyhow talk talk 1. den no time to rank factors :'(... den source base qn my question c and d i tink damn bad :( MATI

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wow i have the geog book beside me now, am staring at sum diplilated housing scene. OMG ITS GEOG TML. FIRE!! RING THE ALARM!! my worst sub(other den physics which i kinda not happy now).. die.. ok i am taking a risk... aiyo life muz take risk. plus kelly clarkson told us to do so.

' I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change.... and breakawayyyy....'
' I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change and breaaakkkaway....'

so geog i studying 4-5 chapters only. and choosing 4-5 questinos. and they are

Physical Geog(2)

Weathering
Rivers plus coast

Human Geog(3)

Population+Settlements
Resources?
Industries and tourism?

sianz i studied the physical geog liaoz.. budden still lotsa unsurefacts...den human geog idunno shit. i nvREAD abt those topics b4.. man I DESERVE TOFAIL GEOG LOLZ... cannot. mcq get 32-33/40.. muz at least B. i am gonna pray. pray tat all gods hear me and help me. oi those reading muz pray also k? 4 gd results for me:P (n not bad!!) ok budden if i fail geog i wont blame any1 but myself :(

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CHANGJIE GET OFF THE COMP! hehe. U MUST GET OUT.. .nonono i muz stay. WTH GET OFF THE COMP U ARE GOING TO FAILUR GEOPG BECAZOFTHIS... nononononon i wnana useit let me usee...

shit there's a cat fight going on. gotta go

0 comments posted by blurblock:) 5:39 PM

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:::Sunday, September 19, 2004:::

I need more time.

god. i woke up today. figuring. several. stuff. i. mean. aiya. its. several. stuff. and. i. hate. it

ok anyway. i need more TIME TO STUDY. sianz i am on the comp. i mean i need to mug for history, geog physics. budden there's no time :( i cant resist the temptation of the comp... i got so much dat i dunno for geog and physics. god how i wish i am tat smart as those pple in rgs ri acsi sji all the pro pro schs 1 la... budden.. haizzzzzz. i haf to go thru the LONg long long way.

i just realised. my chem is screwed. doubt a1 chances are high. my eng is screwed. my a math is onli halfway thru to a1 and i am rejoicing. which is a bad sign. e math hopefully can. ss i dunno wrote wrong stuff for essay

i dun wanna sweep roads!

0 comments posted by blurblock:) 10:32 AM

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:::Friday, September 17, 2004:::

Chemistry

feeling a bit nervous now. i am not like certain whether i would get my a1 or nt. ok let me gif u figures to think about. alot of people said they can get a1, damn easy paper etc. but wait isnt that what everyone said during mid year? and then only 6-7 a1s? BUT wait further, its against YOURSELF changjie, u are scoring well and the word 'easy' is ur definition. to sum pple getting a1 = passing. easi = knowing everything but all wrong.

To me, its different. I set out a goal. And that's not to give real notice to what 'easy' is defined or 'confirmed A1' by my friends. Targets are set for yourself, and you dun care what people define the paper. Here are my thoughts

E math paper 1- Lotsa people said it was easy, well i believe its gonna be a shocker of their lives. i mean i found tough? meaning i minus 3 marks liaoz and not confident(oh wait tat's my 'tough', and their 'easy' might be my 'tough').. MAN I AM SO #!@$#@$ wad's that word, hmmm making everything have to revolve round me and that everything relative to me? nonon shit. this usx.

nvm today chem paper. i checked my answers on notice board. 35/40 for mcq. den i mark chem paper 2 strict strict i got around 60/80 +-3. so i beleive shld a1 la. just SCAREd of my stupid pratical which i screwed up i guess. need aroudn 25/40 to secure a1. HOPEFULY mid year dun rehappen when my papers were like a1, budden stupid practical pull everything down.. have trust in urself chang! gogogoog!

i think e math is secured a1. hmm a math its half way. need aroudn 50-60 for p2 to secure it. chem its all down to prac. ss/his, did ss hopefulyl will better my 40/50 from mid year. so gogogo. left physics and his to chiong. geog kinda hard but i wanna b3 to make things nice nice

I AM WORRIED for eng :(

0 comments posted by blurblock:) 7:54 PM

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:::Thursday, September 16, 2004:::

Opportunities

After watching Singapore Idol, i realised something. Opportunities come and go in a flash. you just got that, that amount of time to make full use of it. Beverly, Sylvester and Maia used it. But the other wild cards didnt, so disappointment befall them.

I am going to make a vow man. I am going to make full use of EVERY opportunity that comes my way. It's always an opportunity to do well in studies, and i am making sure PSLE doesnt repeat to me. The opportunity is here, now it's how well i make use of it.

This being said, tomorrow i am going to slaughter the chemistry paper!

0 comments posted by blurblock:) 10:43 PM

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:::Tuesday, September 14, 2004:::

gosu!
'make a wish take a chance make a change and breaaaakkk away.'
'take a risk take a chance make a change and breaakkkk away.'

yea.! a math roooxxxxxorrrrrrr todae! :P god i sound like a gay... man maybe this is why i really feel that a math my fav sub now. it was physics all the way last yr. den i changed to a math like after mid years..... man maybe its becaz my bro like a physics pro last time i got inquisitive advanced unexplained unanswerable questions i would just ask him, always got him right dere to understand den i feel pro ~~ but right now alot of things i would think of budden no gosu or genius to ask.. ask teacher ding also like veri unhelpful.. tried so many times this year beginning lor.. den like he either cannot explain or just 'dun bother'... sianz a math rox la. physics flew away. due to bro not around and this yr physics is stupid? dun understand? (teacher?me?gay topics?)

back to the topic..... a MATH ROX! cool kewl cool kewl cool kewl cool kewl.. hehe i walked out of e hall den i thought to myself, ok 78/80. only 1 stupid p+c qn which is like 5 digits 1-5, how many ways to form wif it divisible by 4.. me dunno how to do lor.. so nvm 78/80!!! sianz den later on got 1 relative velocity question i misunderstood question [5] marks!! gone! budden me still happy! i mean its like they wrote tree relative to lamp to is Xi + Yj or sumthing like tat la. so the tree shld be top right lamp buttom left.. budden i drew other way.. nv read properly :( sianz but who cares!! so - 5 den got 1 question i nv read the part to state nature of turning pts.. but hack la onli 1 mark.. ok max 72!! minimum i tink 65?67?69? ok 70!!! :P 70/80 nt bad la. consider that would be my 2 paper grades combined for mid year

gogogoog! tml paper 2 emath. gonna use it to boost my screwed up paper 1(see below.) so gg no re!!@!#!@ man i am insane liaoz... budden i dun think i studying e math later. gonna mug fridae chem and next week's physics(....)

0 comments posted by blurblock:) 2:08 PM

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:::Monday, September 13, 2004:::

[Featuring Mariah Carey]

Many nights we prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hope for a song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know theres much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could, whoa, yes
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe somehow you will
You will when you believe
[Mmmmmmmmmyeah]
Mmmyeah
In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer bird
Too swiftly flown away
Yet now Im standing here
My hearts so full, I cant explain
Seeking faith and speakin words
I never thought Id say
There can be miracles
When you believe (When you believe)
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill (Mmm)
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe somehow you will
You will when you believe
[Hey]
[Ooh]
They don't always happen when you ask
And its easy to give in to your fears
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see the way, get through the rain
A small but still, resilient voice
Says hope is very near, oh [Oh]
There can be miracles (Miracles)
When you believe (Boy, when you believe, yeah) [Though hope is frail]
Though hope is frail [Its hard]
Its hard to kill (Hard to kill, oh, yeah)
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve, oh)
When you believe somehow you will (Somehow, somehow, somehow)
Somehow you will (I know, I know, know)
You will when you believe [When you]
(Ohoh)
[You will when you]
(You will when you believe)
[Oohoohooh]
[Oh...oh]
[When you believe]
[When you believe]

0 comments posted by blurblock:) 10:20 PM

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And so it begins.....................

and it began in a the most shittest and horrifying way. i am trying to convince myself that i did not screw ss and e math. i know i did not, but i believe i did. well i only had like 4-5 hours slp, couldnt sleep mah slept 2 hrs yesterdae afternoon. den first paper ss.. everything going well. did source base den doing structured.. sianz rushed for time. my part b i answer my conclusion in doctor's handwriting.. gay la.. hopefully legible... worst thign is.. i did the question on governance. first question was ok. 2nd question was like this do u tink talking/consulting the pple is why singapore governement enjoys gd governances.. i remembered reading abt the gov consulting talkiong to pple in the part on 'sustaining development' and under the topic of giving a sense of belonging to singaporeans. so i went on wrote my other factors as good leadership and civil service for future... i thought correct mha.. den to my horror when i walked out i asked out, my frenz all put the policies thingy... i was like??? WTH? i mean which policy is the 1 consulting talking to citizens? policy of openess ar???? budden isnt it more clear tat its under 'sustaining gd governance' den 'policies tat make gd governance'.. .sianz hopefully i am right la.. though its like me against alot of pple... i mean my answer correct mah.. just tat diff topic from the rest of my clasamtes.. hopefully i correct la.. maybe both correct can interchangable..

E MATH PAAPER 1 WAS SO #$@#$@# screwed up.. this is the first time in my life that i walked out of the hall not confident of scoring in e math since like damn long ago? ok let me tabulate. mid year i was damn confident thinking i could get full marks i got 74/80. i didnt think i got a single mark off.. now i walked out not confident AT ALL. den i alreadi minus 3 marks i tink.. den plus plus unknown errors.. wahahah i screwed up.. realli wanan cry. who wanna offer their shoulders? any1 please? it will be wet wif tears though...

OK better do sum a math now. i kinda confident for tml.. hopefully can relax. e math i wasted a lot of time correcting my answers.. mabe nv slp enuf. i like do den check. den realise wrong den haf to redo..

i shall end off with.

THERE IS ALWAYS ROOM FOR IMPROVEMENT, BUT THERE ISNT ROOM FOR DEPROVEMENT!

0 comments posted by blurblock:) 3:47 PM

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:::Saturday, September 11, 2004:::

dead tired

man just came back from a nygh play.. dead tired sia woke up at 10 till now 12 am.. i onli slept 4.5-5.5 hrs...

let me summarise quicly b4 bathing.

went soccer. den kena chased out of jace house haha. den went nicole's play.. wah i dun even understand wad's the play lor :P thank god its complimentary ticket. but nt bad la. haha got girls act as guy den hold the wife hand. so blardie les.. hahaha... man i didnt even realli see nicole lor. first act didnt see her as lao ar pei? sumthing like tat. den jap soildier cant EVEN see the face.. haha.. after play went kap ate wif justin bryan and qingyang. hmm nicole wanted to come budden last min mum dun allow haha..

we found a hp.. justin gonna return it tml. some sony eriksoon worth at least one hundred plus bucks. actually naughty nicole wanna keep budden got me:P positive peer infulence say muz return. its wif justin now though

ok gtg now gonna bathe den read the play booklet maybe will understand now

CHINESE IN THE PLAY? WTH? i understand nth :(

0 comments posted by blurblock:) 11:55 PM

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:::Tuesday, September 07, 2004:::

hehe. encouragement

Let me see my encouragement skills and proness :P haha i know i can do it. time to see results. gotta wait for 24 hrs though. it's a slow yet quick process:P let me explain.

current xh and liz mei in vietnam playing asean. their games nt too gd, scores nt very gd. to be exact 1/5 for the former and 1/6 for the later. but relax here comes me :P haha by the time they read this liaoz hopefully they prove tat i can encourage :P

let me explain case by case

xh-> Let's see, 1/5 nt veri gd. lost a game against a viet in a winning position just didnt see the move. won a mas player who currently has three so nt tat bad. but can do better:P and wif my help hehe. wad are gor's for eh? let's see i took the trouble of calling her house, talk to her mum and ask for a phone number of her fren. den call her fren come online den can chat wif xh. hahah that must haf gave my mei alot of inspiration for tml. it was like she log on from vietnam, i saw her nick abt ANGELINE come online now, so ok lor i just helped :P den haha.

wad's more i got commented for my pro? english by her fren:P haha budden i tink ask xh's mum abt my chinese sure f9 standard to her 1. and my explaination skills on how to get to phonebook in a handphone!

let me predict. 1.5/2 she will get. i haf full confidence in my mei of scoring tml!

liz-> Let's see, 1/6 slightly a little bad. lost a drawn endgame due to time trouble flag drop which is a bit common. and got her only point from bye. but who cares? she's gonna win at least 1 tml!!! and get a pressie from liuyang aka me/wl and wc. i told xiuhuan abt sum pressie thingy that liu yang has wif her dat me and wl/wc passed to her to gif to liz for her bdae. den damn cool its gonna be a threat liaoz. 'win ur game, get pressie, lose ur game dun get pressie' shit i nv set specification for a draw :( hopefully liuyang will 'threathen' haha. but i scared 1 thingy. i scared ly do badly den cannot encourage liz :( sianz hopefully things go according to plan

let me predict. 0.5-1.5/2 liz will get tml. once again i haf confidence in my mei mei skills. hey she almost drew a viet in a drawn endgame exact flag drop :(

OH WAIT, shit i forgot. if they read this the encouragement will be gone. so relax always haf a back up plan. if u2(xh and liz) are reading this, dun disappoint me hor. just play if u win its ur proness. and dun be sad if u lose hor. and remember dun lose hope!! a battle is half lost when u think u gonna lose. while a battle is half won when u think u gonna win.

okok i need to mug now :( sianz still haf alot to complete for todae's task

0 comments posted by blurblock:) 6:51 PM

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Study Timetable

http://www.geocities.com/doors2diplo/studi.xls

Please view my study timetable above.

I just made my study timetable which i Zhang Changjie will vow to keep and adhere to it, so as to achieve the grades that i want and to once again do well in my examinations. I promise to not let unneccessary actions or stimuli to distract and will promise to cut down on my utopian gaming time. If I do not meet by the standards listed out in the study timetable, I shall take responsibility for the poor results which may follow.

Signed(As this is a 'mouthed' generated vow, no visible signature is required)

hehe. let me do the vow now. just wrote it gonna say it after i blog finish. lala! ok time to be serious. guys(gals too?) please help me in keeping strictly to this time table. remind me often whether i haf done my work, nag at me to studi, gif me motivation, be positive towards me. i realli wanna do it man! please fellow frenz help me in keeping me track in my studies. If i am slacking, gif me a slap to wake me up. If i am dreaming, wake me up. If i am bullshitting, wake me up.

GOGOGO

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:::Friday, September 03, 2004:::

Time to blog about............ prelims first 3 PAPERS

this is going to be a post of @#$@# and @#$@# so read on if u want. u will probably be looking at nags by me so tiam and get lost if u got nth constructive to say :P

let me start by saying:

'1+1=2'. come on u shld know this...

First paper. mondae dunon wad date la.. just the mondae 4 days ago.. it was chem PRAC!! cool! get to play wif acids and alkalis???? ok.. everythign was going well, titration simple den kena suddenly Q&A need to test for sum gas. being a smart person, i tested for it and it turned blue litmus paper red... den at first i wrote it is ammonia (smart right??) den i realised cannot be ammonia is the other way round!!(red to blue).. den i was like thinking okok acidic gas wad could it be.. den i completely blanked out wad gases are acidic.. so after trying and trying i still couldnt test. i mean potassium dichromate also nv make it nv turn green. so die la i anyhow guess put chlorine even when i tested wif hcl and silver nitrate no ppt... :( it was s02... budden i dun haf barium nitrate to test and the POTASSIUM DICHROMATe nv turn green :(... ok rest of the Q&A kinda simple budden i tink my observations might be wrong

2nd paper. physics practical. yesterdae,thrusday. man i seriously wanna shoot my school man. they gave us crap experiments and lame ones. first was sum thing u gotta osciliate a ruler. WTH? got two weights on both sides den u push it den osciliate.. wth avg 5-8s for a osciliation.. gheyish long... worst thing is the graph :( i got gradient of 341 when the modal answer was 260+ i tink... knn den i calculate sum effective mass den i put the unit as m^2.. at first i tot i smar onli 1 to think of it as it was like (s^2) / (s^2/m^2) den give m^2.. budden i dunno la.. sianz 2nd experiment is like find shc of copper. i got 438 modal answer is 400! YEA!!! lolz.. budden i forgot the units for specific heat capacity.. ionli put kg degree celcius.. fogot abt J :( SCREW UP LAR CHANG!

3rd paper. eng. todae. WAH screwest of screwest.. dunno next yr first 3 months can go jc or nt.. chaim la... i mean lucky not onli me abt aroudn 1/3 of the level went to write report when suppose to be formal letter.. budden i ask u. would u write a formal letter when u are the chairman of the student's council and writing to ur principal abt sum report of students nt happy wif new student. no RIGHT? its suppose to be report lor.. budden the qn write letter of appeall.. sianz nv see but its stupid la.. at least compo i tink would do well i wrote wif an adult mindset :P budden who knows wad my marks are?
COMPREHENSION WAS SCREWED UP!! OK, EVERY1 SCREWED THEIR COMPREHENSION!! lolz.. haha.. i mean i tink i am going to fail comprehension le. i dun even know wad moniac izzit? sumthing like tat den i dunno wad is omegga and alpha.. den alot of questions i half right or completely wrong lor.. onli a few all right.. vocab i match wif answer scheme is like 1/5.. budden tat is word for word la.. the other 4 not comfirm wrong yet :P but most to most 1-2 correct.. summary was ok :P i got 16 pts which is enuf.. alot of pple said they screwed summary and onli got 8-13 pts. wad i am afaid is my teacher wont recognise my 16 pts becaz i use my own words alot.. chaim.. hopefully can understand..i realli use own words till meaning might be changed :(

I AM GOING TO CLOCK 7-9 HOURS DURING HOLIDAY I DUN CARE THE COMPUTER IS A MENANCE TO ME SUM1 COME OVER AND DESTROY IT FOR ME!!!! PLEASE!!! I WANNA DO WELL.. WHY THE COMP DISTRACT ME!!! :( OK TONITE CLOCK FrOM 9-1130 OK???? OR MAYBE TILL 12 OR 1!

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:::Wednesday, September 01, 2004:::

Replies

Just making an entry so as in future i can remember the replies i got from sending out the e-cards for teachers' day. lolz i am actually so guai go send e-card :P:P hehe. u can skip reading this :P after say i suck up(i dun believe in sucking up, ok i do but i tink its despicable) or say i proud by putting up responses... I TOLD u telling u now u dun haf to read. i just wanan remember these messages becaz email wil lbe cleared :P

1st to arrive - Mr Glenn Wong (Chemistry Teacher)
http://www.123greetings.com/view/DC20830221809764
'Hi Changjie! Thank you for your very thoughtful card! It's good to have you as my student too! Here's to wishing you the best for you Prelims and "O" level, and most importantly, for you to be a successful person in the future!
warmest regards
glenn wong'

1:18 pm Tuesday
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2nd to arrive - Mrs Kathyrn Koh (English Teacher)
http://www.123greetings.com/view/CW20830223350215
'hey, many thanks for the lovely e-card - bright'n' cheery ! Always warms myheart when little gestures are made by students. Glad to have made somedifference in your EL lessons... keep those essays coming after the prelims....See you Thursday !'

8:37 pm Tuesday
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3rd to arrive - Ms Debbie Wang (Chess teacher in charge)
http://www.123greetings.com/view/CW30830222913713
Thanks, Changjie!
Thank you for taking time and effort to send me the greeting cards and all the best for your coming examination!
Debbie

10:36 pm Tuesday
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4th to arrive - Mr William Ding-dong (Physics teacher/form teacher)
http://www.123greetings.com/view/CV20831204708448
Thanks for the greetings and for making at effort!
Enjoy the hols!
Ding

2:38 pm Wednesday
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5th to arrive - Ms Ving (A math teacher)
http://www.123greetings.com/view/CW30830222913712
Thank you Changjie. You have made my day. May God bless you.
ms ving

3:50 pm Wednesday
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6th to arrive - Mr Chan (E math teacher)
http://www.123greetings.com/view/DE20830221344837
Dear Changjie,Thanks for the card and I will like to wish you every success in your comingexaminations.Warm regards,Mr Chan

3:56pm Wednesday
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hehe.. so far only left wif the humans teacher to reply. but den they probably wont know me :( the geog teacher ms nachi knows me budden prolly too low tech to use email. den ss teacher and his teacher wont know me by name :( lolz but i still send.. thought tat countrs right?

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