:::Thursday, February 09, 2006:::
. j2 this yr. life's getting a bit bz. i have been literally staying back everyday after sch this week. meaning i get home 7++ minimum. sighz

well. i chose to be this bz. i shall not regret or complain. just like the x country run. u can always give up if u want. but it's challenge by choice. and challenge by spirit and heart. i will preserve for my 4 As 2 s papers distinctions. chess indivs and team. hockey a div and under 21. and really many more.

it's ok to set targets. but let the Lord take control of them.

yesterdae was x country.i am still kinda sad :(. i did around 22 mins. my first x country in sch life and the last. i wanted top 50. i came in 52.. :( just 2-3 s faster can le sighz

forest was super demoralising. i started around the 3-4th row. didnt want to start at the back.
den the forest so rocky and mountainous. all the steps i take hard to push foward. i really wanted to gif up after 4-6 mins. but i perserve! mind over body! i thought i was around 90++ when i came out of the forest(actually on count back around 70++). i was super demoralised. its like i wanted top 50 and it's all gona vanish. i came out at 12 mins. the exact timing i wanted to do. met my target for the 2.5k forest run. den left 2.3k. i did it in 10 mins. WOOT. forest really sux. pulled me down.

i realli thought i was 90++. the first 1/4 of road. i was like being overtaken and overtaking constant spot. den i told myself. DUN GIF UP. EVEN IF I DUN GET TOP 50 GO FOR PERSONAL BEST.

i choinged. went past at least 20++ pple. when i came in, i got 52. it was kinda surprising i thought i would be 60++.. if i knew i was that near.. sighz

well. they shld haf put a sign board or electronic board at the turning of the road into mac riche wad spot u are. if i knew i was around 55 when i turned it.. i believed i could haf choing harder. but sigher. actually my fault also. i dunno the course. dunnno really which spot to realli sprint. i started like super fast when i turned it. but i keep trying la. like chiong choing. but dunno how much energy to use

well. thank you Lord of 52! praise the Lord. but well 2-3s faster would haf been better

I think i got insomnia. last week i take more den an hour to fall aslp. just too much thoughts.

help me

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:::Monday, January 23, 2006:::

money seems ever so tight.
family bonding seems ever so far.

the future looks bleak..

but. i will continue my trust in him.


the $$ situation is not really favourable. sum private family matters which i do not want to disclose. i have to ask for hockey 150 bucks fund and sports complexx 40 fund. tat's 190. and it's alot. my heart just cries when i haf to ask my parents for it. and it is usually from my mum. THE money situation seems so tight

family bonding between my mum dad, parents - bro,sis in law is also so far.

my hearts aches each day.

Lord will u perform a miracle and provide godly intervention.

i rememberd i prayed for at least 45 mins yesterdae night. longest i really did in prayer.

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:::Saturday, December 03, 2005:::

the world is upside down. lol

anyway. tml i got cairnhill tourney for fun from 2-630. after tat gotta go home dinner. not going church. not going cell

well its becaz.......

my brother and sister in law and nephew coming back for dinner first time in years? or months

i really hope tml will be the start of the bonding of my family again. if u readers dunno, my family is kinda broken now. brother separated due to many issues which i am lz to write and thus bring up. just hope and pray for me tml will be a gd 'reunion dinner' k :P

and ya. on wed when i went back for church prayer wif j1 section(actually youth split in sections), pastor gerald or derrick? dunno la. said to the j1s(he entered the j1 room) abt him saying that he feels tat god asked him to tell people in this section that god will take care of family problems and such. its like. he entered after the prayer and everything. and he just summed up the prayer(for the new minsitry camp christmas party) den he jjust announced that god spoke to him that sum1 in the room got family problems and told whoever izzit to let god handle it

well i willl let him handle it :P

man i missing so much stuff tml

hockey morning trng(dun wnana get tired for chess)
wcsg birthday bash. i got sum competition
church cell
church service
hockey senior farewell..

well, but my family matters are above all these. in the lords hands

wow i just found out recently that bk is attached to angie. ok.. :P

wahhhhhhhhhhh hols 1 more month
and i am burning it

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:::Monday, November 14, 2005:::

when did i say i was suppose to pose abt the crap and crapped up week? i forgot haha. right now i just woke up 505 aM going to play the 5am tourney 2v2 wif ws.

ok while waiting for him to freshen himself up (COME on its 5 am) i shall blog a little.

hols has officially started after last thursday. PW has finished. well well.. sccrewed up PW! i hate u. finally gone. sighz dun wan to blog much abt it, might affect and actually like be bad to several pple which i wont mention.

quite boring though so far for hols. fri night bbq stayed over at jon the king house. watch exocism of emily rose at 12 mid night. den walked home from PS to his house tulip garden farrer road took over 1 hr plus. den after tat 8 plus went home. den 4 plus i left home go churhc.

yesterrdae sunday stoned at home

todae got hockey later leaving 4+ bah.

ok...

maybe so far so gd.

budden i tink its gonna be a boring hols.

god knows why

i know why

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:::Friday, November 11, 2005:::

wad a screwed up and messsed week. will blog about it after my 2v2 tourney

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:::Sunday, November 06, 2005:::

gonna go down and watch man u vs chelsea

man u better win. or else 3 losses in a row is disgusting

ok.. i;ve been having a lot of dreams recently that has to do wif travelling.. i dunno why man. fri night sat night and todae afternoon nap.

why?

and the worst thing of all si that fri night was so bs.
sat night was a bt sum dunno wad trip
and my afternoon nap just now was a chess tournament trip where i had to rush to pack stuff

sighz so sianz

23 more wins in war3 for my 750 icon. sumhow i am lz to play war3. but i got nth to do during hols

find me sumthing to do and i wont play war3. i wanna be bz yet i'm like so free.

i hate it when i start to dislike certain people. i mean their behavior and such. just .. me off

anyway, i feel abit bored in church now adays. just dun feel anything.

anyway. wad shld i do now i so sianz

all i know is dec 3-4th igot this carinhill tourney which i am playing in the fide section. just toi get fide pts.

den working 15-24th for sum chess stuff

dne i dunno wad else

dota tourney?
war3 tourney?
hockey trngs?
xmen trng?

oh ya speaking of xmen i rested during the week ends. i mean sat suppose to train but den its ok just rest. todae rest becaz scared ache tml den cannot go for trng well.

ok..

boring.

sigh

. ok i really hate it when i tell certain pple stuff and expect them to keep it to themselves. yet they reveal it to others.

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:::Thursday, November 03, 2005:::

omgosh. i am blogging halftime from the lille-man utd game

and the worst thing is my beloved team is down 1-0. u guys please buck up. pretty pls

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