:::Thursday, February 09, 2006:::
. j2 this yr. life's getting a bit bz. i have been literally staying back everyday after sch this week. meaning i get home 7++ minimum. sighz

well. i chose to be this bz. i shall not regret or complain. just like the x country run. u can always give up if u want. but it's challenge by choice. and challenge by spirit and heart. i will preserve for my 4 As 2 s papers distinctions. chess indivs and team. hockey a div and under 21. and really many more.

it's ok to set targets. but let the Lord take control of them.

yesterdae was x country.i am still kinda sad :(. i did around 22 mins. my first x country in sch life and the last. i wanted top 50. i came in 52.. :( just 2-3 s faster can le sighz

forest was super demoralising. i started around the 3-4th row. didnt want to start at the back.
den the forest so rocky and mountainous. all the steps i take hard to push foward. i really wanted to gif up after 4-6 mins. but i perserve! mind over body! i thought i was around 90++ when i came out of the forest(actually on count back around 70++). i was super demoralised. its like i wanted top 50 and it's all gona vanish. i came out at 12 mins. the exact timing i wanted to do. met my target for the 2.5k forest run. den left 2.3k. i did it in 10 mins. WOOT. forest really sux. pulled me down.

i realli thought i was 90++. the first 1/4 of road. i was like being overtaken and overtaking constant spot. den i told myself. DUN GIF UP. EVEN IF I DUN GET TOP 50 GO FOR PERSONAL BEST.

i choinged. went past at least 20++ pple. when i came in, i got 52. it was kinda surprising i thought i would be 60++.. if i knew i was that near.. sighz

well. they shld haf put a sign board or electronic board at the turning of the road into mac riche wad spot u are. if i knew i was around 55 when i turned it.. i believed i could haf choing harder. but sigher. actually my fault also. i dunno the course. dunnno really which spot to realli sprint. i started like super fast when i turned it. but i keep trying la. like chiong choing. but dunno how much energy to use

well. thank you Lord of 52! praise the Lord. but well 2-3s faster would haf been better

I think i got insomnia. last week i take more den an hour to fall aslp. just too much thoughts.

help me

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