My life- A Roller Coaster

:::Monday, May 16, 2005:::

thursday turned out fine afterall. my parents were understanding. could sense that mum was a bit upset. and a little pissed. well my dad is veri understanding though. tks for the help lord. where u saw me through thursday night. where u gave me the courage and strength to reveal it. though i waited from 1125 to 1145 pm on the sofa, i finally told my parents. and it was ur will

days haf passed. today is monday night. i haf another rollercoaster week up ahead.

preliminary idea
physics dynamics(read up)
math tutorials (12 and 13. and reading up the notes on trigo)
chinese test on thursday
gp package
gp summary notes to read

start revisin for terms as i have no time soon. going overseas to play chess gonna take up a lot of my time.

i haf ccas on tuesday, wed. and friday i usually go out at night. plus next time hockey will increase their trngs. and this sat i whole day out.

my life is filled up, super busy.

i admit. i'm losing it. i'm been thinking a lot. arghhhhh. i'm losing it. i'm fighting this battle to continue that trust and faith.

so much burden. so much work. so much. a few months ago i said i haf no commiments, too free not busy. bombshell chang. right now everything comes crashing down. how cha gonna study for terms in 1 month and 2 weeks?. where like 10 days is taken up for chess. 6 days (half day each) taken up for training intensively during starting of june. i am juz too short of time. can i buy people's time?

i'm losing it lord. i'm losing the trust and faith. i'm scared with all these work lork and burden i might just stray off track. i'm scared i push the time wif u away becfaaaz of all these :(

i'm gonna make a promise

I, Zhang Changjie, PROMISES that during classes he will not sleep. He will not sleep during tutorials nor lectures. Even if the lecture is boring, changjie will stay awake and listen. Changjie will also not do other work during lecture but just pay attention. changjie will also concentrate on studying from 830 - 1130 pm everyday. changjie muz prioritize himself!

Signed(this is a computer generated paragraph. no signature required lolz. i still can joke)

above all these burden and problems. there's sumthing that's really bothering me. and it's bothering me alot :(

how?

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