My life- A Roller Coaster

:::Wednesday, March 09, 2005:::

its the 3rd day already. the 3rd day of this campaign where i will try to look at life positively and treat it positively :P i do haf to say that it is very tough. and wad's worst is that several new revelations(stuff) that i found out that is really wanting me to feel super sad and depressed. somehow i try to keep my motivation up and think of it positively. viewing those stuff from another angle, from a better angle. changing the way of thinking thoughts. it's hard i have to admit becaz sumtimes those stuff really sux. there were times like yesterdae and todae that i want to gif up(let go) but i stayed on miriclely. i believe that there will be more testing times and periods in the next 11 days(2 weeks solid campaign) that i will be doubted in my heart and feelings. and that i will be tempted.i really hope i can resist. and yea though being a free thinker i really hope god will help. wad's more is that sumtimes the people who do those stuff dun even know wad they haf done. and u are like clueless of wad to do, whether to confront and ask or just take it as wad u hear/know.

sch's getting weirder each day. i feel more and more distanced from my classmates. each day i dun make stronger bonds wif my classmates budeen those bonds get weaker and weaker. yes it's strange. esp when i talk quite a lot. no idea why this is happening. but it is happening. sigh. gotta look at this positively though. maybe there's a limit where knowing a classmate can reach. and though i feel it is not the limit as there is no limit other pple will beg to differ. shld view it that i realy know my classmates so much dat i feel dat i aint knowing anymore.

trying my best.

it just take 1 wrong thing to...

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