My life- A Roller Coaster

:::Tuesday, March 01, 2005:::

bloggin while finding a 4v4 aT game wif elgin josh and alaric

i think i am feeling much better today. dunno why. but i just feel much better! thanks every1!
siaus liz xiuhuan nicole huimin kai hui sarah and sb2 peeps. bk andrew etc etc. also to many others which i cant think right now. thanks for cheering me up!! *smilez* i owe all of u a treat!!

actually i am feeling quite sad inside my heart regarding sumthing else not concerning results. thankfully! it's nt resutls! tks tks that i kinda stopped brooding over it le i guess. :P hopefully it will all be gone within the week end where i will be changjie that dun care abt o levels anymore!!!

but sighz. bad news regarding my frenz can?

1. xiuhuan. i just got a sms from her abt her mailto:%@@ she feels. she just lost to sarah chan.. and yea by standard she's much better. also it's like her soccer u17 gals combined trng for the asian u17 tournament clashes wif national indivs for chess and she told me that she ponning the latter. sighz. it's a hard decision respect her for actually being able to come out wif a decision. i know if i were her i wont even know wad to choose. the sad thing is that she's just getting further and further away from chess.... :( i dunno. maybe juz pray for her and see how.

2. kaihui. my class sb2 ny gal. sighz she wanan stay in ac budden parents want her go rj :((:(:(:(:(: why?? dunno man as the situation looks its very difficult for her to convicne her parents. she tried earlier tonight and didnt succeed :( further more she cried :( sighz* hoping that her parents might change her mind and let her stay in ac! she loves ac u know?? hopefully tml is a better day *hugggggggggggggggggs. will pray for her too.. wah huimin better not leave too sigh. lucky tofu gab sim all staying.

3. liz. sighz she hurt both her legs and arms todae. how careless?!! get well soon!

sighz

my form teacher mr ding whom i used to hate last time sent me a very caring sms. how i wish i could *muacks him. lolz :P i kinda felt guilty that i have been treating so badly last time for most of last yr until like the last 3 months? sorry.

"I noe ure probably disappointed by ur results as u hav high expectations. trust tt God has a good plan for ur life.. u just haf to discover it n do ur best.."

tks alot! yea. i am disappointed :( sorry for nt increasing the a1 grade of physics by 1 too. sorry. sorry i treated u so badly as my form teacher for most of last year...

sumtimes u regret too late.

my reply sms.

"Thanks alot for ur encouragement. Ya. I am quite disappointed that i did quite badly in my opinion. I will never forget the day of a math paper 2 when i made a 10 marks blunder nor the day where i only connected 3 readings for physics prac. but i just got to live with it. sorry for nt pushing the a1 of physics 1 higher. tks for ur sms."

cheese balls man. i haf a funny feeling jt has this secret hatred against me. i thinks it's quite obvious le. dunno maybe i am too sensitive or dunno wad man. it's like he going to haf haunted house meeting tml yet he like nv tell me den tell the rest to meet at acsb at 10am. ok lorh i not going den. its like last time meeting after sch i also last min know. sighz. i can think of an alternative reason why he dun wan me to help too. muz be becaz of 'tat' reason... sighz..

oh ya i went to put down my name for the inter sch indivs chess tourney todae. its between 15-7th march i tink. at northland primary. i really hope i do well. i dun wan another disappointment like o levels. and this time its individual not team so hopefully the bad thigns at public service wont happen again

oh ya todae sch's combined foudners day at indoor stadium in teh afternoon. quite boring though. took taxi home wif huimin after it aroudn 5++. wah 19 bucks! :( wad a waste of cash :'( sighz.. haha i cant believe i didnt act gentlemenly and ask taxi driver drop her at her house first. its like i agreed drop at her house den at my house den taxi driver said my house more convinient so i was like ok ok lorh. sighz. hahaz. nvm la she nt tat petty i hope *crosses fingers!*

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Here I am humbled by your majesty
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Here I am, knowing I’m a sinful man
Covered by the blood of the Lamb

Now I’ve found the greatest love of all is mine
Since you laid down your life
The greatest sacrifice

Majesty, Majesty
Your grace has found me just as I am
Empty handed, but alive in your hands
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Forever I am changed by your love
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