My life- A Roller Coaster

:::Sunday, August 29, 2004:::

Noticing.....

I noticed i dun really know things much more as before. i mean its like i dunno much abt liz and xh liaoz. minz too. i dunno is it becaz i am mugging more den usual and not being concerned, whether izzit becaz its just a growing cycle or izzit becaz i am just too sensitive to stuff.

I mean i dun even know wad's happening to them how to be xh,liz gor? i dun even like infer properly now abt their msn nicks and probably blogs too. i hope i am getting stupid and not tat i dun care. but sumtimes when i wanna care or know, i get nth or they dun wish to talk liddat 1.. haizzz. i think i know nothing about them liaoz. ok maybe 1% more den the general community. sumtimes i feel i am their gor or made to be becaz they haf crushes on certain people and use me to get to know them more a little and help them in certain ways, which of course made me know both xh,liz more la. it's more clear on liz part den xh part. budden i hope what i infer is wrong la, and even IF it's true hopefully onli 5% of it. den i see min ser as one of my gd fren damn sad recently den i onli infer infer a little from her blog, haizz i tink i sux la. dun even know any of these 3 frenz well liao.

i remembered during chem class last week, becaz we completed our sylabus and did lotsa revision so my chem teacher veri cool cool 1. so one dae he was asking us to name our 'seven wonders' in the world. sum pple gave bs answers for the class to luff(which i usually do, i kinda make class luff lotsa times), but den i gave my answers as my family(bro mum dad), frenz(esp close ones). to this dae i still feel quite 'honoured' in saying that becaz the way i treat things around. its like i dun ask lotsa things from my mum and try my best to obey stuff, and for frenz i usually try to help to a large extent(and at sum pt juz dun need to). the fact is i am still kinda damn sad abt last tuesdae i tink, i blogged abt this in a black entry fading the background and i tink not a lot of pple saw. but i tink this is my blog i dun haf to keep wad is in me.

last mondae night liz called saying whether i can go kap mug on tuesdae afternoon, help her wif her work. den told me myron can go asking wl wc. den i ok fine i go help since i nv help her long time liaoz. wad really made me sad was that it was a complete waste of time lol, i mean i go dere mug i wont learn much becaz no 1 to consult den onli main purpose was to help her. budden she like go dere do 4-5 questions of simple math which i would take a min to do. den sianz she too much pride in sum sense. she said she couldnt mug becaz of sum reason which i probably inferred le. it's hard to explain la. just take it as she doesnt treat me as a gor seriously liaoz in my opinion. and maybe i dun realli know her well becaz i had to ask xh wad she would wan for bdae pressie too.

i feel tat me and xiuhuan also distanced alot le. i mean i dunno her liaoz. dunno abt her soccer/chess anything. to think of it i dun know much would be gd wad den dun nid to worry. budden i am not tat kind of person lor, i always know i am a man of moral value. been trying to start convo wif her den always die1 becaz i hit wrong topic. haizz same for min ser too.

sumhow i just dun feel the same for my guy frenz like jason/justin and brnady? plus wl ww wc and every1. no time to list all. i think its becaz jason/justin(gd frenz*) are like sec4 and i know i wil lbe in same jc as them. and the rest is like i feel i just know them more den xh.liz.minser

ok its 12:35 in the morning now, gotta go slp and think abt wad i wrote

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