• Tuesday --- Hmmm, had pe.. den kena injured more again! :P :( lolz.. stupid monkey james i mean i going to shoot den he come intercept even he same team den we both hit the same ball.. den his leg hit my ankle dere... OUCH! :( nvm.. getting better le.. internal dmg thouh... Stayed back for some Alpha program today. (See below for details)
• Wednesday --- My life kinda boring so wait while i try to remember what happened. GUESS WAD? I CANT REMEMBER ANYTHING ON THIS DAY!!
• Thursday --- Slackest DAY of the 2 week cycle i guess. I mean had lotsa dual period till can sleep man.. Dual PE dual Physics(ended up using 40 mins to play comp games) and alot of other slack periods. love this day man (maybe its becaz of PE! aka soccer lolz.. i love soccer)
• TODAE ----- LETS SEE? I called lucas a 'useless' den he wanna beat me up lor.. we were at each other for aaroudn 2 mins.. aiyo man i regretted sia i mean i shld haf practice what   1 Samuel 25:28-33 says. It says about when your enemy bla bla u, u shld let god take care of this injustice and not you take care of it yourself.. sianz la, but den i controlled myself, he was like telling gandi he won(which is bs becaz no winner/loser) den i just remmeber to keep quiet and be ~model~ student

COOL, highlights of this entry ----> Alpha Program.

Hmmm, on tuesday i went to some alpha program la.. something where u register to go for some get to know god*(christ) more program.. its a 8 weeks long cycle.. i had 3 weeks during chapel(separated from the normal chapel) and this is the 4th week.. but first time after school. hMMM, all this started when i decided at the religious emphasis week to go tick option to know more abt gd thing so here i am, probing into christainity.. During the session i was introduced to a chirstain worker called ms sin.. hmm tuesdae only had two people becaz some people didnt make it but nevertheless i still asked several question that probed my mins. Let me list them

1. Regarding when she was talking about praying, i was asking how do god 'talk' to us?
2. For my own curiosity, I asked how the bible was created.
3. For my own curiosity, I asked what will happen if i die but i am not a christain but i have done good all my life (considering i was exposed to his teachings). Will the real god(if it's christ) be understanding in my sense that i cant decide because all religions teaches us to be good.
4. Regarding about praying stuff where Ms Sin was asking whether I got pray before even i not christain. Then i said i got, she asked me what happened or what i feel. Then i said when ever i depressed i would pray then will have this 'warm' feeling in me. She later told me what is it

Answers i got:

1. Through a thought, through a voice, through images in your head, through stuff you happenly to see after your prayer. And god will answer you, it might not be instant it might take years. And No to your requests is consider an answer. So is waiting.
2. The first few chapters were told to the early civilisations about how the world was created. However, i was told that the later part of the bible, it was through god's inspiration to the people and the people wrote it with the inspiration of what god want them to write, and that its not word for word kind.
3. If i die and i dont beleive in christ even though i do good and considering i was exposed to his teachings, i got the answer i would not go to heaven?
4. Ms Sin said that god might be trying to 'talk' to me so in future when i get this warm feeling i should probe further and wait silently.

Ok, then i got two mini books also given to me. First was somethign like daily bread kind but its a differnet title and the second was one minute bible for starters. I am taking my time to read, aroudn 1 passage from both a day :P

ok that's all for this entry