My life- A Roller Coaster

:::Friday, July 30, 2004:::

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two things happened yesterdae. one is a small but affects me alot. the other is largw and affects me all deep in.

i am only ognna mention the small stuff.. which is 10000x lesser den the big stuff.
i cant even do simple math question in amc. i screwed up so badly. first 2 qn get 2 wrong, when one is suppose to get free 70 marks i onli got 62. i read 1 wrongly, calculate simple error wrongly. den qn 21 i see wrongly and qn 25or26.. man 1,2,3 sec i got distinction wif 2 missing 1 point out for high distinction.. looks like i wont even get anything this year.. no 4 straight years :(

the other thing is bad other stuff realli hurts me. my mum came into my room yesterdae while i was doind a math... i feel shit of wad she told me.. veri upset at the things are man. wad she relieved hit me straight on, onli den till i realised alot of stuff. why? man i rmemeber like 2 weeks ago i ask 'god' to change things for the better however it turned out to be worse 10x worse. how am i gonna put my faith and trust if such things happen. i even doubt abt 'god' now even though i am not a christain. its damn stupid. i feel sad.. i even like cried when i thought about it. and wad pissed me off further was that(censored). on the sidenote, i dunno why i help w/o help being returned? ok i am ranting sum bs

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