:::Sunday, May 02, 2004:::

I feel lethargic... and its e first paper tml.. wth.. stress?

ok i admit. e last time i blogged i said i wont be starding a lot.. maybe i had.. maybe i havent.. to me i tink i haf been putting more effort than the last few yrs combinded.. budden to other pple it mite be a pinch of salt onli.. ok i been trying to mug mug mug.. budden dun realli haf motivation.. so ya la.. i am messing wif the marks (on e line...) hmm lets c, xh-wc liz-tin and wl went out to mug yestedae after chess trng.. cannot imagine the efficiency rate(no offense pls :P).. maybe 150% maybe 50%.. it can work both ways rite? and ya i am tinking of tat.. hahahha



slp at like 4am todae morning(urs eyes deceving u.. its realli FOUR(4) (there's the pic dere to make u belvie too).. ok i aint tat siao to stardie till 4 (if i did i would rather slp) okkk the pt is tat i mug till 230(i mean i watched jackie chan after tat mugged) den ya father went to slp went to chat on e phone till 4.. lolz.. hmm now tat's abit strange hu would tok in the wee hrs for so long? well its like i mugging den so happen minz got insomia(ok i bleive u..) den she cant slp so we went to chat till my cordless no more batt.. hahaha.. and e worst thing is i had tuition todae at 10.. so woke up at 930.. effective slptime 5.5 hrs.. tat's sux? actually i shld fee lguilty for making minz stay awake so blardie long



ok my life is my life(i dun haf a wife so its nt hers).. i need to make full use of it.. like the pic explains all... being influenced by christainity(though i aint 1) life is full of obstacles.. some pple make it some ple fall off budden sum pple FALL but make it thru hard work and determination.. wad am i gonna make the full use of my life? i gonna succeed.. determination.. hard work.. its MY LIFE... even my bg song is abt this.... i AINT gonna waste it away.. i gonna do thigns tat i wanna do.. not gonna waste e time.. time is precious



speaking of making e full use of life.. i just thought of this.. i tink its veri true

a small event might change ur life 4eva 4 e better or mayb worst

i dun tink any1 can argue wif me on this.. its so true.. lets take eg. u screw ur o lvs u are screwed.. i got ltosa real life examples.. gonna use my bro(no offense..) my bro a star scholar 4 distinction 2 s paper distinctions a lv.. from acjc.. 2nd highest award recipient dere(sum dunno tan dunno wad award but its prestigious) had interview for presidents scholar(i tink he didnt make it or he didnt wan to phycological interviews..) every1 would know ok this guy genius.. done so well for a lv.. acjc 2nd top recipient.. surely his life is all set out for him.. scholarship 8 yrs i tink go overseas study all paid for by a star... budden ya.. a silly mistake/decision made all this screw up.. some of my frenz alreadi knowwad i mean.. it sux.. and the worst ting is tat...(dun get it its ok)... SO I HAVE DECIded i will nv eva make decision w/o tinking.. it wil lruin me my life and possibly my frenz



gotta go mug now.. wish me luck pple for my exams.. i wanna ace all my math and sciences. i am nt gonna be suan at the prospect of nt taking 9 subject.. i am like marin luter king.. i haf a dream.. a dream tat no 1 else haf.. i haf a dream tat one dae(late feb 05) i will return to acsB auditorium and my name wil lbe read out as top scholar.. 8a1s... and i wil lbe shaking all my teachers handgs.. pple mite say i am overaiming arrogant budden its gd to haf dreams.. i AM gonna ACHIEVE IT

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